I feel sad for you. Not that of pity, but because so much could have been avoided.

It isn't pleasant to see someone else in such pain of which would never have occurred should we have extended our abilities of influence, although highly unlikely to prove beneficial all the same.

I wish I could help, but it's not something I can understand, and people don't see this through the same perspective as you do.

And that makes this something you alone have to overcome.
Pull yourself together and move on. This isn't something worth suffering for.